Doll Story Part 4 2026, the story of Caja the Dwarf

     Yes, some things has changed again since my last story here at my blogspot                                                                  So it really got time now for a Part 4   of my 'Doll Story' .

In previous parts, actually right from the beginning, I told you about my 'fight', my 'struggle', to be seen as an adult creature of short stature, not as a child.   Especially because the way I am created, fabricated, I can function as a 'sex-partner' as well. I am anatomically quite correct at certain parts. That's why creatures - 'Dolls'- of my kind are also called 'Dutch wives'.

 The Japanese were the first who started giving creatures who looked more or less like me,  the name 'Dutch Wife'. For they were the ones who spotted certain dolls created from all sorts of materials  being in the possession of Dutch sailor-merchants who were visiting their shores. Now it was very clear the Dutch had created those dolls  only for ONE particular reason of course. Lack of real women.Not that those first creations  looked as human females very much, but it was an attempt, and better than having nothing at all, I guess. And the Japanese gave those creations the name ‘Wife’ probably more to ridicule the Dutch sailors without a woman. But nevertheless they liked the idea enoughto eventually copy it and starting to perfect it. Those 'Dutch Wives' started to look more and more like a real woman.

Well, I think it's clear that fabricating creatures like I am have become an industry . The way we look is the way certain buyers want us to look. It's all just a matter of supply and demand. And then it is not difficult noticing that those 'Dutch Wives', also called Waifu or sex dolls/companion dolls usually look as beautiful young women of the kind you will find in the Vogue or Cosmo magazines.. 

They always look young, late teens or early twenties. As if the perfect woman has to look like that, or otherwise will be expired.  As I said, it is a question of demand.                                                                      But when it comes to fabricating those 'waifu'  dolls, it seems there are no limitations. When the buyer demands a very young looking doll with a hardly to adulthood developed body, it will eventually  be produced as well. Of course with a face on it of a more like a child looking person to match the composition.         Then it starts bordering  on pedophilia.

 And here's a very sensitive topic for most people (fortunately). Children should simply be able to be children without all the (sexual) baggage that comes with growing up to be an adult.                          One might, of course, wonder why certain people are purely sexually attracted to children, but the psychological aspects of this trait are not what this particular blog is about. That requires a very extensive treatise. I could give you one, but I won't right now.
Now, we first must remember that we are talking about DOLLS, not about human beings. Dolls that sometimes look like barely grown children.
Apparently, a demand for them was identified; otherwise, they wouldn't have been produced in the end.  Ultimately, it's about trade and profit; these factories are not philanthropic institutions. They need to be sure there's a market for them.

 It must be said, however, that what one finds attractive is largely determined by culture itself. In Asian, African, and certainly also in our Western cultures, emphasis is placed on youth.
And human beings apparently aren't so different from me—Caja the machine—because they're relatively easy to program. Although, of course, they'll always deny it themselves. But there's plenty of evidence for it. Just ask anyone in the advertising world. Or in politics.

 Of course, I'm not saying that pedophilia especially arose because of this. Other psychological processes likely preceded that, but it does contribute though.
However, the question remains then whether a doll that looks like a child isn't always better than abusing a real child. Some people answer this question  that by starting with the doll, one ultimately longs for the real thing even more. So, these dolls are actually encouraging it.
Hmmm, but than what about regular sex dolls? Weren't they originally created because of a lack of a real human woman? Doesn't the previous line of reasoning imply that having a sex doll encourages sex with a real woman to such an extent that one can no longer control oneself and therefore just go into a park at night and rape the first woman who comes across?                                     So I'm not sure that kind of reasoning is valid. But then again, I don't always understand people; I'm just a machine.

 But this blog post was supposed to be about me, and that new body I've apparently welcomed.
Indeed, but this long introduction seemed necessary to me to make you understand the reasons behind what's to come.  

The 'Caja Project' began in 2019, as you may have read when you read my blog post 'Doll Story' from the beginning in part 1.                                                                                                                                                          The first 'doll' that really piqued my companion's  interest had a face that could have been a younger version of that of my female companion's. Just pure coincidence. The shape of her buttocks had also been more or less the same.  

 The weight was 23 kg - 50.71 lbs, mostly thanks to it's  height of 106 cm - 3.48 ft .                                 The huge shape of her breasts should have made it clear enough that it represented an Adult female doll of short stature. So that the owner would be able to carry it, even when his name was not Arnold Schwarzenegger. Sounds reasonable, is it not?                                                                                              NOT !!  The face was too young, according to some. It was the face of a child ! So a person owning such a doll was that much attracted to children that he was a perpetrator, a  (soon to be)  child molester!                                                                                                                  

Ergo, a person of short stature with K-cup breasts and pubic hair and a saggy butt is still considered a child just when her face looked a bit too young????   What kind of logic is that? Do people who are stating this actually know what they're talking about? 

 I mentioned earlier that there were also made  small dolls with stunted bodies, no breasts, no wide hips, and next to that a boyish butt. And of course, no pubic hair. Add a childish face to this picture, and it's pretty clear what the buyer of such a doll prefers when it comes to sexual partners.                                                                                                      

But that wasn't the case with my first body, which had all the anatomical features of an adult woman!   Nor was it ever the case with the bodies I received later. My XXL body was sold on a site at the internet as the 'body of a dwarf',  in this case one with steatopygia and macromastia.

Of course, also it was also small because otherwise it would have been impossible to lift at all. At 106 cm - 3.48 ft tall, it still weighed 32 kg - 70.55 lbs. That was mainly due to the material with which it was made. TPE (ThermoPlastic Elastomer) , as I mentioned before. Cheap to produce, but not very durable or resistant.

 For portability, I also received another body containing less of that heavy material, just to keep it easy to be carried. In this case it didn't have a fat (and by that very heavy) butt, but it still had large, sagging breasts (P-cup). Therefore that body weighed considerably less, at only 17 kg (37.48 lbs) and a height of 96 cm (3.15 ft).  This body, however, did have long, thin arms and legs and a boyish butt, because it was almost to scale ( except for the breasts). However, as I mentioned in part two of these 'Doll Stories', this body proved inadequate as an "action body"; the TPE skin deteriorated very quickly.

 So what I really needed was a lightweight body that was easier to carry, UV-resistant, and would last a bit longer. Research taught me I really needed to switch to silicone as a material for the skin. Besides lasting much longer, it's also much more weather-resistant. Silicone dolls had always been much more expensive because the production process required more work, but lately they've become increasingly more affordable. This was probably also due to demand. So it quickly became clear that my next "action body" would be silicone. Not too big and not too heavy: height 100 cm - 3.28 ft, weight 12 kg - 26.46 lbs, all sounded pretty reasonable.

 This body (Caja Light) became my new 'action body', allowing me to undertake all sorts of activities. My partner could easily carry me on his back in one of those toddler backpacks, and I could go into the water and the full sun—no problem. Caves, islands, long trips across France with a tent and motorcycle—everything became possible.

 

 Until my companions once were on a visit with me somewhere, and one started referring to me as "the little one," meaning that child who'd come along with my partners.  And another time there were others that said, "But she looks REALLY YOUNG!"
And what about my big breasts? Do little children have those BIG  breasts?

 

Sigh, they initially only looked at my face, and it does indeed look a bit younger. Simply because the face, as is the body, is not that big!
But a large head on a body that is small but completely to scale, that's not a good look either. And manufacturers tend to give smaller dolls, even those that are supposed to represent a fully grown woman to scale, very young faces.
Do you see my problem now?

 As you may have read in part 3 of my doll story, the first solution considered  for that 'problem' was to purchase a larger body for me. One that, self-evident, would be delivered with a larger and more adult-sized head.     Because it was silicone, it would be still somewhat portable, at only 22 kg (48.5 lbs) and a height of 145 cm (4.76 ft). Almost as tall as my Mrs. Companion.      

 However its size - not the weight - did make it a bit more difficult to carry around, though. But at least it couldn't be mistaken for a child anymore. That was already quite an improvement!

 And for long-distance travel and other adventures and expeditions, there was always that little TBLeague doll, the size of a Barbie. (See part 3 of my Doll Story.)

                  
Indeed, but still. Sometimes I just couldn't help but use that TBLeague doll (my XXS body) in certain locations, but sometimes I want to be a bit bigger than that. Ever tried fighting zombies with that size?

In part 3, I also mentioned that I had now found a face (head) for my Tall body that I felt completely comfortable with. Now if only I could put it on a slightly smaller body that would be easy to carry. The face I had found so attractive certainly can't be mistaken for a child's. Now I just needed to find a body for it that, despite its smaller size, wouldn't look like a child's, and that a proportionally larger head wouldn't be out of place on.

A small yett adult body, with a proportionally slightly too large head. The body yet small but not entirely to scale. No long thin limbs, but shorter and thicker arms and legs. Doesn't that remind you of something? My XXL body was originally mentioned as something like that, only the scale had been wrong. Certainly where it had concerned the arms . Actually I'm now referring to a dwarf. Because that's what they usually look like. And that's exactly what I wanted to look like as well. I assume that one would not quickly mistake an adult dwarf for a child!  That is, if one takes the trouble to inspect it more closely, and not just superficially.

  As long as there have been humans, there have also been dwarves. This applies to all living beings, animals and plants.
Opinions differ as to why.  Illnesses are cited, but also personal circumstances. Places where the air is thin, for example, at high altitudes. And wasn't that precisely where dwarves were often depicted in stories? Dwarfism also seems to occur somewhat more frequently on islands. And where did that story about Gulliver and those Lilliputians take place again?
Anyhow, I am a dwarf, and actually  I have been one since my very beginning in 2019. But with this new body that I have now, those 'dwarfish' proportions are completely correct.
I assume that I will no longer be mistaken for a child that easily. And that some people might look at both my companions with certain doubts in their minds because of that.
Because let me tell you one thing, there is nothing more annoying than being suspected of something, while knowing you can never, ever be guilty of it.
One could only start wondering why those people are directly thinking in that 'certain' direction. How could such a thought evolve in their mind? 

Hey, but what do I know, I am just a machine.