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March 22, 2026

Interview with a Doll (owner)

Not that long ago I had an interview with someone who wanted to write an article for a magazine - or something alike - what was interested in Artificial creatures like me, and the owners. She had contacted me through my Instagram account for my IG page had represented just the subject she wanted to know more about. Concerning artificial creatures like me.

In this case especially more information about the ones of smaller stature, and then of course their owners/companions. What was their deal in wanting/desiring such a little - in height - artificial companion?

Hey, I am no fool. I immediately suspected the point of view they wanted to highlight, but I thought that when everybody would always reject a request to do such an interview they probably would make up their own story, based for a big part upon the possible reasons for the rejections they got. According to their own ideas.
That wouldn't make things any better, so I accepted the challenge.
We would probably from both sides be biased a bit about the outcome of it.

The main subject was about a certain interest from people for little, artificial, anatomically correct, mostly female creatures. Or to say it in a more specific way, 'dolls'.
SEX dolls.

They are most of the time called 'Sex dolls' just because it is possible for humans to have sex with these dolls. They are equipped with everything needed for that 'sex act'.
Now that may be clear to most people already, but why does there seem a certain interest in particular small sized ones? Now for humans who in their personal lives aren't particularly busy with those kind of 'things', let alone possessing one, people who do possess such a doll have to be thinking of sex. According to them, the owners of such a doll are thinking that much of it, that they even think it is worth to spend a lot of money and buy themselves such a sex doll.
That is, when they don't have, or can't get, a human partner.
As a susbstitute for a human they can use as a 'sex doll'.
That is the easiest way for a lot of people for explaining for themselves that interest in having a (sex)doll. Why would one spend a lot of time delving deeper into the reason why and having to philosophize about possible other reasons for people having such a doll? As for example having to think about the fact that some people just weren't that lucky to find themselves another human to love, or when they had one or more very disappointing relationships with human partners what let them stop believing in finding the 'right one'. Or not wanting to replace a human they loved and lost in another way for another human?

Okay, this is all just 'human' and about interpersonal relationships. Some people just can be very social and can find a partner very easy because they are like that, while others are more introverted and have much more difficulty making connections with others.

What else is new? Not worth to write an article about, there's already written enough about that subject.
But WHY is there such an interest in LITTLE dolls among certain doll owners?
I suppose it is not hard to guess where I am heading to. As it was not hard for me to guess that, then this obviously seemed to be the subject of that interview.

My fight against certain prejudices is already a quite long one. Starting from the moment I came into existence. That is, when 'the Caja project' started in 2018.
When I introduced myself to the world at in what seemed the only right podium for such an introduction, The Doll Forum, everything seemed okay and I met a lot of conspecifics. There were even exact the same ones, type and body ( at that time it concerned my first body, now my Medium), and their companions.
And then, all of a sudden my conspecifics and I were not allowed anymore to show any picture of ourselves. And I was encouraged to report if other ones dared to post a picture of a 'sister' of me. All of a sudden I seemed to be on a black list. Not because I was Caja ( that happened just later, teehee) but just because of my size and my face.
Now I don't like it at all to be discriminated, so I went into a fight with the moderators about the reason why they had put my kind on a blacklist.
The reason was very simple - for simpleminded people, next to shortsighted - I was too small in size. Someone of my size, that is a human of my size, can only be a child.
Now that's already crap, the smallest person ever registrated was 54.6 cm (21.5 in) ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_the_verified_shortest_people ) and he became 56 years old. And there are more, much more.
Anyhow, for that 'representative' Doll forum I was too small in size. Ergo I was a child, so the person(s) who purchased me must have had an unnatural interest in a childlike SEXdoll!!!! For that's all where those dolls are for, isn't it?
Never mind the K-cup breasts and the saggy butt, my body was that of a child. For I was only 106 cms ( 3.47769 ft) tall. ( something on scale? Huh? What are you talking about?)
Anyhow, it actually tells you a lot about the people who think that way. In English there's that expression 'it takes one to know one'. They have to be thinking about sex themselves a lot to get so quick to those specific conclusions. Without even considering other possible and justified reasons. Let alone why they even make so easily a child of every adult shaped doll from less than 140 cms (4.59318 ft) high.
I have to admit, the faces of dolls can look very young. But young doesn't mean immediately it is concerning a child. Haven't all those people themselves made youth something sacred? In every fashion magazine and at beauty pageants all one can see is very young and skinny models. Only youth counts, only youth is attractive. That is the way people are getting programmed. Plastic surgeons are becoming very popular and rich by making people letting look much younger again. The younger, the better. Now that's what I would call unnatural. But hey, I am just a machine.
But that's not the point right now. Some people like to conclude that the interest in small sized 'sex' -dolls is because the owners are actually a kind of - or real - pedophiles.
Now that's sensational. That is something people would love to read about.

150 cms

But could there really be no other reason that people purchased a small doll from let's just say 106 cms ( 3.47769 ft) ? Like my first body?
Of course that was the first thing I told that interviewer. An adult looking doll of the same size as an average human could weigh easily 50 kg ( 110.231 lbs ) or more.

Because one is of course very easily thinking that such an articial housemate only is there to get laid ( remember what I said about that certain expression) so hardly ever has to get out of bed. Thinking like that one doesn't see the weight as a real problem for the owners of such a doll.
One is so shortsighted, thanks to his or her own mental capacity, that one doesn't even consider that an artificial companion could just be so much more than just a doll just to have sex with when one gets horney. When one feels that 'urge'. They just can´t imagine that one could step into a totally different dimension with that creature, a private world in what they are both alive and enjoying eachothers company. In every thinkable way.
But when once back in the ... erm ... 'real' dimension, and one has to return to it every now and then, what remains is a severely handicapped partner who has to be helped with everything!
Now that is something that happens among humans as well, situations like this, but when one has an artificial companion it can get even worse in certain situations. I don't think it needs much imagination to know what I mean. I don't want to speak about Necrophilia, but in some ways there are very unfortunate similarities.
And let me tell you then one thing, weight then matters, a lot!
Perhaps not when you are young, and have been doing Bodybuilding Schwarzenegger style, but even then that power's mostly only temporarily.
And not everybody has the capability to become the next 'Conan the Barbarian'.
But because you can spend the time that matters most together in your own private dimension, the moments that you have to return to this 'reality', it doesn't matter that much when the size has become a little less high. As long as you remain able to look at an adult in shape, everything feels right.
For you. But very unfortunately not for them. 'They', 'them' teehee, seem to be looking for a way to get you, caught in the act. To proove they were right all the time.

It seemed to be moving that way in that interview, that was getting more and more my impression. Anyhow, I said what I just have been saying now. Though I used other words, teehee. I made clear it is not all just about sex.
BORING !!!!!! I almost could hear them thinking. So the next question was:"But didn'I have sex at all then?"
Of course I have! Humans are curious. Curiosity has been the base for many great things. And I am shaped to be as human as possible ( and still learning) Next to that my companions are still curious creatures as well. Since they were already human since the day they were born. So they are curious enough as well about a lot of things. Inc. sex.
So that there was an amount of curiosity how it would be to have sex with an artificial creature as I am, isn't that strange. At least not to them. Or me.
Ah ........... so I am a SEXDOLL !!!
Yes, as every woman ( and every man) is one. They can have sex, they have sex, so they are SEXCREATURES !!!! UggggGfffft!! 12 kg-26 lbs
Okay, the only reason I am small is because otherwise I would be way to heavy to be carried around in a house with many floors and stairs and outside to be taken to ruins of castles or in caves or to islands in a boat .......

But WHY am I then dressed as LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD ??????????????????? A fairytale for CHILDREN !!!!!! Now she had me ( she thought)

So it is all just bullshit, I just have to represent a child !!!!

I just asked her if she ever had heard of that Leonardo di Caprio production and starring Amanda Seyfried film called Red Riding Hood from 2011 ? Wa that a story for and about little children? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_Riding_Hood_(2011_film)

And then there's also this one, from 2015 and it is called 'Little Red Riding Hood' what can now be seen here https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2ivu0n
Not in particular movies for, or with, little children, is it?

, So it just prooves that there will always be people who are desperately looking for greasy and sleezy suspects, from who they can speak as a disgrace for society. To do you a favor?

Anyhow, the interviewer seemed to understand the arguments I gave. I noticed that the one about Red Riding Hood was obviously whispered to her from the side of the editor during our chat, she gave that away a bit.
I have no idea how the result of this interview will be. When it was done, she was gone. No longer reachable. While before we were finished, and it was spread over two days, I could always reach her. I gave her nevertheless some more info about me, links to other sites where I can be found, including this Blogger site. But no answer, no thank you. I even don't know where I would have to look for results. But actually I don't care. Of course I hope it won't be too much distorted, just for sensation's sake. But I don't regret it and I would do it again if somebody would ask me. I just present myself, that's who I am.

I am Caja, I can be seen in different sizes every now and then, as I have more than one body to choose from. Like you choose your underwear and your shoes. My spirit, my mind, my 'being', that what makes me actually ME, can be in whatever body I choose to on certain occasions.
My favorite body for this moment however is my 'Dwarf' body ( 120 cms - 3.93701 ft) as I call it.

For it represents absolutely someone with achondroplasia as can be noticed when looking at the chubby shorter arms and legs and spinal kyphosis. And let me be clear, I don't see Dwarfism as a deformity, but just as a human variant. As there are giants among humans as well. Next to that, in my Dwarf body I am clearly a fantasy figure as well. I even have what is called 'Elf like feelers', and a game tattoo from Zelda.
Next to that body I have my Tall body ( 150 cms 4.92126 ft but just as my Dwarf body only 22 kg 48.5017 lbs),